what was i looking for?

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A person who acts like they know everything about others is bad, and a worse person is those who doesn’t even know who they are.

I had decided to quit my job one year ago, felt stuck and didn’t improve.

Even though I thought it was the right thing to do, I realized that there are people who depended on me, my little brother who were still in school. His warm gaze was like the sun shining on a wide field that used to hate lights.

I decided to start blogging and hope to make some money from it. Typing by the thousands, my fingers slowly getting used to not being under pressure from kinda hectic situations, but it didn’t seem to make me very happy either.

So, what do I really want? Comfort? Happiness?

Who can guarantee where we can definitely get it? Have I really not gotten to know myself further until now that I still feel empty and lonely?

I spent the whole day reading a book that I don’t know how many times I’ve finished, and was…