On the last day of a decade, are you still expecting the same thing as before?
Yes, the presence of family among those dry feelings that now become a wasted desert.
‘It’s good, right? to have a home if you don’t know where to go.’
Those words came out of the mouth of someone who had never felt the warmth of a family. Looking for answers is the right thing.
‘Not as good as you think. Family doesn’t always become a blanket when we feel cold.’
‘I’m always jealous to see you waiting for your mother when you come home from school. I’m always jealous when you tell me about your mother’s cooking which always makes you excited to go through the day.’
‘I’ve always been jealous, why didn’t this happen to me?
‘You and I are completely different.’
‘Even so, your sincere heart is actually the most beautiful thing that has ever come out of the soul of someone who is familiar with loneliness.’
‘Then.. what would an ideal life be like?’
‘I’m not always like you think — that myself always surrounded by happiness. Sometimes I just want to be like you, …alone.’
‘Enjoy the process, even without your family you also can focus more on yourself.’
‘Time will tell.’
The raindrops slowly break through the silence between those two.
And also, the raindrops finally wet the barren desert that had not been watered for a long time.
‘You’re right, let’s face our own destiny.’
