Ring ring! my alarm goes off. It’s 10 am now. Oh shit, I’m late again!
I have an appointment with someone today, he must be waiting. I immediately rushed to take a shower.
10 minutes is enough for me to be ready. My phone notification is already full of messages from person i’m about to meet. Lazy and loser, are the nicknames people give to me. This bad habit has been ingrained for a long time. When I was about to order an Uber to leave, suddenly..
“Come on, what’s the rush for? Brew some coffee first and relax, dude’’
You again, apparently. You always come to mess with my activities. I’ve always ignored you, but I can’t avoid it.
Who are you? And where are you hiding?
‘You have no choice, because I am always on your left’
Don’t you feel sorry for me? My life has become a mess and always underestimated by my surroundings because of you!
Weren’t you the one who let me in? Weren’t you the one that are happy to follow my orders? And, you just keep blaming nothing but yourself!
Ah, I don’t have time to argue now, my Uber is arrived.
On the way to my meeting, I only thought about his words earlier. I always refuse, if all this time I was the cause of my own failure. I always refuse, if i’m lazy, if i’m a loser. But, deep down in my heart, I always ask, is it true?
I have to change! I have to prove to him that I can get out of this rotten hole.
Maybe, you have always been on my left, but from tomorrow onwards, I will be right.
