after you’ve gone

ihsan
2 min readMar 29, 2023

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Hi, our breakup seems have left me with unavoidable pain.

Forgetting you isn’t as easy as get rid all the playlist of cute songs that we sing a lot.

Forgetting you isn’t as easy as deleting all our romantic photos in my gallery’s favorites column.

Forgetting you isn’t as easy as lining up and burning all the gifts you gave me in my room.

Hi, can you see that I’m not fully accepting reality?

Honestly, remembering you is as easy as looking back at Whatsapp after not getting a good morning message from you again in a long time.

Remembering you is as easy as walking past your house at night like i used to.

Remembering you is as easy as going back to our favorite’s restaurant and eating the same menu every time.

Hi, do you believe that remembering and forgetting you are the two most contradictory things?

Remembering you is my ritual to always enjoy life, and everything is more intimate under the rain.

Remembering you is a form of gratitude to someone who saved me from the valley of sorrows.

Remembering you is the weakest point of me who always think that you are still in the same dimension.

Hi, do you expect that i’m still crying out your name?

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ihsan
ihsan

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